just returned home from swimming:D
man do i miss swimming!
my little cousin, RYAN HENG FU MING.
kept pulling me down.
if i had died, the first person i would haunt would be HIM.
HAHAH(:

guides tmr.
MUAHA.
EMILY!
LETS PLAY MAN!
I MISS DOING STUPID STUFFS &LAUGHING LIKE AN IDIOT WITH YOU!
HAHAHAHH.

im so high now i can sing twinkle twinkle little star to the neighbourhood.
LOL.
its swimmings fault.
but its good anyway.
:D:D:D:D:D
i wanna eat pizza hut tmr.
WHOOPIE!

returned from cp.
went to meet qm&ivan.
then jasmin and lr came.
chatted for like .. 10 minutes?
lr left for work.

jr came.
took jasmin away.
HAHA(:

then qm had to go orchard meet his sis.
hahah.
we planned like 5% today.
wooow.
isnt that a lot.
lol.
anyway, i miss playground-ing):

hello!
my running nose has subsided!
WHOOPIE!
nah, actually its still there.
arghh.

i am veryyyy bored):
i ve got absolutely nth to do today.
maybe i ll try talking to myself.
DOHHH!

i am so so soo bored.
very bored.
very veryyy bored.
so bored you cannot imagine.
oh myyyyyyy.
i am bored.
you know that?
yeaaa,
BORED!

hello.
i am sick as a doggg.
):

yesterday was veryyyy fun(:
went to vivo with jasmin jr & lr.
we ate a lot.
HAHA.
first was kopitiam.
then starbucks.
then swensens.
hah.
we re such pigs, i know.

i drank java chip!
&ate this reallyyyy thick ice cream thing.
i forgot its name.
LOL.
and i bet its those 2 things which caused the sore throat.
but nvmmm.
for the fun we had ystday, worthit.
hah.

so yes.
met jasmin at kovan.
then met jr.
and lr was late.
HAHA.

then mrt-ed to harbourfront.
ate at kopitiam.
DAMN COLD.

went to starbucks.
it was a funny sight.
lr&jr shared a sofa seat.
LOL.
imagine.
its veryy funny.

then went to the atrium.
but was closed cos they were building a stage.
then we went to sit outside planet fitness for a while.
then went to ezone.

the guys played.
jasmin and i kept laughing.
hahaha.
we played the air thing.
like.
you hit the puck.
and aim into the hole.
HAHA.
i dont know the name for it luhs.

then we went to swensens.
ate icecream & fries.
the view there was fantabulous!
:D

then ..
we went to walk.
then went to sit at this outside place.
played daideeee.
so funny.
the 'couple' kept quarelling.
AHA.

lr went to the toilet at least 10 times la.
LOL.
then we went to kovan.
watched lr eat kfc and played truth or dare.
YOU 3 BETTER KEEP THE SECRETS HORRR!
heh.

then jr&jasmin mrt-ed to somewhere.
doing something.
MUAHAHAHAH.
no la.
i dunno where they went.
*winks*

lr&i went to playground.
spoke about some things ..
and now,
we both know how we really feel about each other.
goooood! :D

went to denises house.
did hair:D
its slightly reddish now.

then met jasmin.
went to cp.
and walked.
bought stuffs(:(:

sent jasmin off to work.
and came home.
tiring dayyyy):

tmrs vivo day!
YAY:]

i ve gotta keep myself busy ..
i dont wanna be home.
this doesnt even feel like home.
cause its empty ..
no ones here.
its like im all alone ..

i miss the past.
those times were times when my creators actually knew me.
now.
all they know is im theirs.
and i must listen to them.
they feed me and give me a place to sleep.
and its like their job is done.

i wanna run away from this place.
this unknown place ..
where everyone has someone else.
except me.

i was the unexpected baby.
no one wanted me.

all i have.
all i can trust.
are not those who created me.

do you even know what im like.
who im with.
what i ve been doing these days.
no ..

yesterday.
didnt get to use com.
so yessss.
about yeaterdayyyyy ..

went to meeting.
at sengkangcc conference rooom.
so cool.
thailand trip!
whooopie!(:(:(:

then ..
met jasmin.
timezone-ed.
went to pizza hut.
ate.
waited for lr to finish at 5.

then we went to walkkkk.
then went bk.
then lr ate.
lols.
then hafidz came.
then jasmin went to work.
emily went home.

soo.
we went to comics collection.
and all those shops laa.
hafidz is madddd.
he went to cp then hougang mall then hougang plaza then ..
back to cp.
just cos of one game!
lol.
he is so different from..
when in class la.
hahahha..

then went home with lr ..
went to playground.
sat and chatted.
until my mummy was veryy angry.
then i didnt dare go home la.
i made him stay until 9.
LOL.
sorry ah!
heh(:

then ..
he somehow persuaded me to go home.
i wasnt really walking home la.
more of getting pushed home.
hahaha.

so yes.
went home.
opened the gate as silently as possible,
went to swing.
spoke to gloryyyyy.

then she pushed me up the stairs.
silently.
and made sure my mummy didnt come out of the room.
HAH.
was quite funny.
then i bathed.
then carried bugs down to watch this korean movie thing.
hahaha.

then something scary happened.

and then slept.
then woke up.
and now im here!
hahaha.
righhht.

i am veryyy bored.
he working fulltime today):
hahah ..

good morning(:
i am veryyy tired.
went to compass wit my family just now.

bought new slippers :D
so yes.
i am veryyyy tired.
meeting with bb and mr tang tmr.
):

but can meet emily and jasmin and lr.
YAY(:
my favourite people!

so yes.
hahahaha.
i am still veryyy tired.
gonna sleeeep!
yay.
ilove that word.
SLEEEP!
HAH.

lr calls me a piggy.
admit i please.
piggys are cute.
he is a pig.
pigs roll in the mud.
piggys dont.
HAHAHA(:
my thinking is odd.
i knowwww.
:DD

okay.
so tuition was alright la.
had some jokes with benjamin.
HAH(:

so yes.
cool.
im verryyyy bored.
going to compass with mom and sister and dad later.
buying swimming costume.
lols.

&hopefully, mummy lets me buy that pair of slippers.
:D
PLEASE MUMMY!
i promise i'll behave.
HAHA:]

today was depressing.
i woke up early.
went to school.
gave the form.
and came home.
rashes acting up.
ugh..

tuition later.
it better be fun.
or i ll just.
DIE.

today is boring):
been watching full house since i woke up.
did a bit of cleaning just now.
gonna buy books soon.
its quite scary.
knowing that im sec3 now.
hahaha ..

im veryyyyy bored.
full house is making me so emo laa.

i want to msg someone now ..
just.
feel like ..

cant wait for school to reopen.
i need to keep myself busy.
or i ll keep thinking&thinking.
thats baddddd.
i ll go mad soon.

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain
I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go


to you know who,
i know youre reading this la.
you told ivan things about me.
i know all about it okay ..
&did you really mean every single word you said?
i doubt so laa.

i want a new laptop.
just have this craving.
HAH.

returned from my cousins school dinner.
parry primary is closing down):
so yes.
i went for the dinner.
it was okay la.
there was sharks fin.
damn la.
poor sharks):

the people who invented sharks fins soup.
are evil evil evil people.
imagine someone cutting your hands off.
then throw you back into the kallang river.
imagine.
people are gonna eat your hand.
isnt it gross.
same thing for sharks la.

what am i talking about ..
-.-

anyway.
sharks fins soup is nice.
but baddddd.
i think im gonna have a nightmare about.
sharks chasing me or smth.
):

so internet has been down the past few days.
about a week ago i think.
soo many things happened!
i cant rmb anything now.
i just woke up ..

hmm.
most exciting thing,
went to sentosa and vivo(:
with ..
denise, jasmin, georgina, georginas brother, junrui, darren, malcom, liangrong, brandon &me of course.
it was SO FUN(:(:(:
i loved that day.
even though i got a bit black.
but yes.
i love that day(:(:(:(:(:

i love that staircase place at vivo!
i just love it.
the view from the top is one of the best in singapore
HAHA(:
and the people i were with at that place.
on that night.
MEMORABLE(:

hmm.
yesterday was funny ..
my mum, dad &sis.
we 4 played volleyball at the playground opposite my house.
my dads 52.
imagine.

so yes.
internet back.
wireless!
FINALLY.

i feel like such an IDIOT.
i created a new account.
as in the user account thing.
then the main acount, (with all the stuff like pictures and music inside)
DISAPPEARED!
POOF! INTO THIN AIR.

arent i an idiot.
i know.
my sister is so angry now.
i hink shes gonna murder me.
but, before she does,
i think i ll kill myself):

dammit!
im so dumb dumb dumb dumb&dumb ..

so guides today.
was rather fun.
i think.
went to sengkang primary.
taught the brownies stuff.
and yeh.
hyper people.
(:

then went to cp with emily and shiya for like.
10 minutes?
then rushed to kovan.
met lr.
sat and chatted for a while.

then went to macs.
saw darren&company.
they are funny people(:

then went home.
and ate dinner.
and came online.
and taadaaa.
im here(:

tmr s my 'off day'.
(:
gonna pei jasmin.
whoopie(:

yesterday.
had guides.
meeting.
did windchime preparations.
for todays trip to sengkang primaryyy.
):
im sooo tiredd!

then had ug meeting.
all e way to 8.
then went to kopitiam with emily and ate.
(:

many many small things occured.
but i forgot all of them.
im still very, veryyyy tired.
will blog about todays trip later, if im still alive.
:]

just returned from meeeeting.
did quite a bit today.
night walk & amazing race.
IM IN CHARGE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!(:(:(:

then went to cp.
met jasmin.
went kopitiam eat.
then went pizzahut talk to sunita&liangrong.
then went home.
yes.

sooo boring.
i wanna walk mickey later.
whoopieee!

back from tuition.
kept sneezing.
jonathan as irritating as ever.
&benjamin will be in same class as me.
WHOOPIE(:

hellooo.
ystday was funnnn.
so went to bk.
did proposal thingyyyy.
then finished!
whoopieeee.

then went to eat pizzahut with jasmin!

we got lr to do everything for us.
example, take soup and all that.
hahah!
anyway, its his job whatttt.


then we were bored.
so paid, left.
went outside.
sat the kiddie coaster thing.
and the merrygoround thing outside arcade.
wahhha!
so funnyyyy.
took pictures(:

i was rather disappointed!!
cp wasnt dark&gloomy like i wanted it to be.
arghh!
NVM.
i shall stay one day.
till 12.
and make sure i see what i want to!
HAH.
madness:]

todays boring.
tuition at 230.
&with people i dont know!
v.v

its sucha bore just waiting for time to past):

hellooo.
im verrrrryyy bored.
yesyes):

im going cp later at night.
whoopie.
hope i manage to see cp.
when its all dark and like 'dead'.
in a way.
hah!

im craaazzyyy.
yes i know.

ernnnnieeeee! =D
hah.
felt like saying that.
(: (: (:

&yes.
im still down with flu.
and never ending flow of eeky stuff.
from my nose.
:[

hello.
i am veerrrryyyyy bored.
yesyes.
ernern is bored.

im going to compass at night tmr.
:]
first time i ll be at compass at night i guess.
so cool.

just planned ug nightwalk thing.
i think it sucks.
so yes.
help?

stuck at home.
&im having flu):
cant breathe properly luhs!
lols ..

just returned home.
from trip to playground(:
went to walk my doggaayyy!
hahah.
he was a bit weird today):
didnt listen to meee!
AHHA.

dumb dog
never listen to me.
listen to him.
HMPHHHH!
lols!
crazaaayyyy.

so yes.
my sister has a driving licence now.
doesnt it sound scary.
oh yes it does.
she just drove my dads car.
and i was in it mind you.
and im ALIVE,.
its a good sign.
i hope.
HAHA(:

im beat.
gonna go sleeep.
BYE(:
&i love today too!
thanks man!
=D

hellooo.
just came home.
was at school just now.
-.-

sooo, learnt e floating trick from emily.
HAH.
was difficult.
but did it in the end(:

im bored!
ohyes.
we bought present for jasmin.
its damn nice.
i want it too.
HAHA.
its this butterfly necklace thing.
&a heart shaped bracelet.
=))

i think im gonna walk my dog now.
(:(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMIN!
YOU RE FOURTEEN NOW.
2 MORE YEARS TO DISCO.
HAHA!(:(:
HOPE YOU LIKE THE PRESENTS!!
I LOVE YOU SEXY!
HAHA!

tiringggg!
went to school in e morning.
earlyyy in the morning.

then did meeting stuffs.
then did half an oven.
damn.
need go school early tmr make.
arghhh.
anywayyyy,
went cp meet jasmin.

then went to bk wait for emily ..
waited&waited.
so long laaaa.

then went pizza hut eat.
lr was there.
so funnyyyy.
this guy.
called zhixiong or smth.
everytime he wanted to clear our plates.
he will ask lr to clear instead.
-.-

so yesyes,
then went to kovan.
pei emily.
waited for her AGAIN.
then she went to learn magic.
><

come out ready dun wan show us.
wth!
we waited like total of 3 hours for her today laa.
TSK.

im sooo tired.
tmr going sku early to make oven.
HAIYO.

HELLO.
im tireddddd!
going for guides soon.

its 9 in the morning.
im sleeepy-.-
&im gonna visit emily later.
HAH.
think she'll get fired yet?
HMMM..
jokinggggg!

so yes.
i'll be leaving e house in half an hours time.
IM BORED LUHS.
no one online-.-
shall update about today later on(:

hello!
today was fun(:
so yes.
tm with khong.
and rongggg.
hahahs.

gladys and i walked around..
bought presents.
for helena&ruen.
hope i rmb to bring on friday.
hahs!

then ronggg came.
then we went to walk&walk.
ohyeahs.
before that.
tok neoprints.
whooopie.
love them.
right khonggyyy?
(: (: (:

so yes.
liangrong came right.
we went to walk.
then khongy pangsehhh!
HAHAHA.
then was ronggg&i.

then we went to walk at basement.
rong ah!
eat curry puff.
then ate the ball ball thing.
hahah!
i was amazed at the person making the ball ball thing.
:]

then ..
we went to sit at the fish pond.
ate&talked.
then i was like 'that guy looks like you!'
then ronggg was like' thats my brother!'
HAHA.
was rather amusinggg.

then we went to walk.
then sat bus.
go kovan.
he came to my house.
i went in.

took my dog out.
then we went playground and playyyy.
WHOOPIE.
he loves my dog now.
HAH.
then he went home.
at like.
715?
arnd there.

so yes.
thanks for today khongyyy.
& thanks rongggg! (:
my dog misses you.
HAH!