i ve gotta keep myself busy ..
i dont wanna be home.
this doesnt even feel like home.
cause its empty ..
no ones here.
its like im all alone ..

i miss the past.
those times were times when my creators actually knew me.
now.
all they know is im theirs.
and i must listen to them.
they feed me and give me a place to sleep.
and its like their job is done.

i wanna run away from this place.
this unknown place ..
where everyone has someone else.
except me.

i was the unexpected baby.
no one wanted me.

all i have.
all i can trust.
are not those who created me.

do you even know what im like.
who im with.
what i ve been doing these days.
no ..