Sunday, April 22, 2007

DEAR !~
Thanks for alwayyyys being there for me. Even when im the slightest bit fustrated, you'll just magically appear in front of me. Especially today. YOU HOR ! Didnt even hint me that you will come, and just appeared like that. Hhaha. Anyway, DEAR, thanks so much for today ! I was really surprised when i looked down from my balcony. I didnt expect to see you there luh. Lols. I LOVE YOU !

Dance with my father- Luther Vandross


Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then


Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved


If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again


Ooh, ooh


When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my mama said


Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me


If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father
again


Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me


I know I’m prayin’ for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream



Saturday, April 21, 2007










































































































































































































oohohoh. the marigold thingy. this soyabeanmilk thing i drank. the expiry date was the 28th. HAH. right.

so yes, i havent posted for 100000years right. i know luh. lazy.

tmrs ss st. i left my paper and stuff at school .. SMART RIGHT !!!!!!!!
kay nvm. so yes. if yo uwant a update go see liangrongs blog. im lazy la. heh (:

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Yo, tmrs sports day man. Hahah, guides stuff to do tmr. Grrrr. Hope it wont be as tiring as last year man. Last year, all the guides were sooo tired we couldnt even shout anymore. So yes, hopefully it wont be as bad.

AND, i hope it doesnt rain. Cos it did last year, and the guides were the last few to get under shelter cos most of us were mostly around the whole big fielddddd. Hah, unlucky people.

Gladys isnt coming for art tmr. IM JEALOUS. Lol, but i have no choice ! Guides meeting straight after schooool ~ Lucky shes coming for the sports day itself. Yay.

Monday, April 09, 2007

Yoooo, sadded. Lols.

Been studying the whole day today. My brain is filled man.

Soo anyway, relationships all starting to disappear thanks to some stupid school rule. Fucking crap luhs.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Oh yes, i almost forgot to post abt how depressing todays tuition was. You know this class is so super smart, the tcher can just go 'do exercise 4' and everyone just does it with no questions whatsoever and get full marks. While i, on the other hand, take a million years to complete one stupid question and for every single step in that question, i would need help from the tcher AND still NOT SCORE FULL MARKS. I suck.

So you know what, im gonna concentrate on 2 things from now on. Guides&Studies(mainly chinesemath&bio) cuz' i really suck at these. I need to really start studying NOW and i mean NOWWWWW. Exams are reallyreeeally super near now.

Okay, im super irritated. I open my books, stare at em for abt half an hour, and go, AH BORING. im gonna do something else .. and that means using the laptop, watchin tv, going out, playing arnd and stuff like that.

AND ONE MORE THING. I shall learn from GLADYSKHONG and pay attention (as in REALLY pay attention) in class. Its really difficult okay ! With jasper and stuart and erfaan and huangshuai and sharlene and shijun and timucin around me, and especially when school starts so super early in the morning and we all are so superduper tired and no one has the mood to listen at allll !

Damn the new school rule. ]]]=

It really feels odd going to school now. Super tense. Cos of all the dumb rules. And the tchers who are looking for evidence to show that you are in a relationship or smth. SUPER IRRITATING. Can the school just let us study in peace or smth ? Now no ones in the mood for studying mannnnn.

Ohyes, my math tuition tmr. Good, im gonna pay real attention. If i dont may someone appear in front of me and hit me realllll hard with 81724874284 frying pans. AndAndAnd, st tmr. I know quite a bit about chem but for bio im totally lost. I rmb something abt enzymes, protease and uh .. yeap. Thats abt it. So i consider myself a GONER in bio now. TUITIONNNN ! Gah, i need it.

SO AS I WAS SAYING, todays tuition, totally depressing. I mean, how can some people just be SMARTER just like that. I bet its cos im lazy. Duh.

SOMEONE STUDY WITH ME MAN ! I need the company for studying, maybe i'll be more motivated of smth, i dont know man. Im gonna try everything possible to make myself STUDY. Hah, bet i wont find a solution anyway.

So yes, help.

SOS.


Dearie, i need you ]=
Yo, back from math tuition. Lucky im not in this class, its super scary, super boring and you cant type a msg in peace.

Soo, school tmr. Chem&Bio st. AHHH. I left my bio file in school. So smart right. And my bio is the suckiest of all sucky sucky subjects. And i dont have the notes for it. Dammmmmmit ><

Im bored, im gonna go do something stupid/weird/unique ? Like .. Okay i dont know. BYE.

Friday, April 06, 2007

Thanks for coming down today, YOU ROCK [[[[=

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Hello ! Back from shoppingspreeeee with jasmin. Bought many stuff. Grrr, BROKE.

Love one of the tops. <3333

Im dead tired from alllll thhhhattttt walkingggggg.

GOODNIGHT !

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Hello, im back from tuitionnnn. Chem tuition to be exact.

I just realised smth man, IM TIREDDD, Hah, right. I slept in geog class for the first time ! As in reallyreally fall asleep and have no-idea-whats-going-on-around-you kind of sleep. Hahaha, hope i dont regret taking core geog mannnn. Im dying in it. Lol.

So im really tired now. Busy the whole weeeeek. Even though its only tuesday. Gah, i wanna sleeeep -.- zz

Monday, April 02, 2007

ok...so this is how u blog...(kampong jiao here...)
ooo cool man!! i delete here delete there and *poof* the whole blog is gone!!! muahahah!!!
ok so i went home early todae!!! guai kia hor,..!
poa was boring
went to POP balloons after school at guides room? which i think im not suppose to enter? =P who cares! my dear company leader liao!! muahaha jkjk
end here bye everyone!!
and
I MISS MY DEARIE
Yo ! School was weird todayyyyy. Thnks to some guys omgomgomgggggg, funny la. But superduper irritatinggg. Chem class was funny man, keep disturbing junior, and i was debating with jasper abt the THING, and stuart and zhixiang were the judges? Sort of la. ANYWAY.

After school, guides meeting thing. -.-

And we were done, went to revamp the wholeeee guides den ! Now it looks like HOME. SUPER SHUANG. Heh, so now schoold my second home, guides den my second ROOM. Bwahahas (:

I miss my babyyyyyyy !

):

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Went to watch mrbean today. SUPER FUNNY LA. Hahahha, laugh till can roll on floor that kind. [[[[=

Soo, met shireen darius marcus chels and liangrong. Went to ps, ATE CHEEEESEFRIESSSS, watched the movie .. And yahs, it was funny la. Im gonna miss mrbean !

Hmm, we wanted to go playground, but went to clarkequay instead. Walked along the SINGAPORE RIVER. -.-

Saw the lilin person with her husband. Quarelling i think ? tsktsk. BAADDDD EXAMPLEEE. Luckily we're not like that. HAH.

Okay, so we went to see the bungy thing. The thing which makes you jump here and there and rolls around like a ball or smth. Heh. Oh and shireen dropped the popcorn thingy twice. Super funny. Like Mr&MrsBean sia ! Lols.

Then we went to starbucks for awhile, then mrted home ! Heh, you didnt send me home ! Who ask your bus to come ! Nananepoopoo !

Meeting tmr, with guides. And math tuition ! Yay ? Hahahha ..

Sunday is the stpauls easter thingy. Im going cos liling is going ! So i wont be bored if i get PANGSEH ED BY SOMEONE. HAHA[[[[[[=

Im in love with cows&milk&cereal&manymanydumbthings<333
SOONLIANGRONG ! Yay, i love you !


Beyonce-Listen

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen, to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh,
the time has come
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
all cause you won't
Listen

Listen,
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice
you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out, for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't
If you won't

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete

Oh,
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own
My ownn